Friday, September 4, 2009

About Michael Jackson and One of His Songs

In the beginning Michael Jackson was part of the "The Jackson Five" another group to come out at that was "The Osmonds" Michael Jackson solo arround 1972 was RockinRobin and Easy As 123 One of Michael's songs that came out in the early 80's was a song called ""Man in The Mirror". It really hits home with me talking about looking in the mirror and take a good hard look on the person and making a change. On the outside I would pretend to something I wasn't. I can see that it was like with Elvis Presley as the last looking at some of his picture, the sparkle in his eyes when out. You can see that he wasn't very happy. It is so easy to lie. I've done it, i was afraid to let you know how I really felt. There's a lot of negative and hurtful things said about him. If you want to make a world a better place start in the mirror. not anyone else. One person at a time. (Each One Looking At Themshelves I feel like we We still need to reach other one person at a time.

Just a Note

This Blog was suppose to be about making money. It's not now. It's about sharing and caring
I want to say thank you for all the dedicated people that has been reading this blog. I just sat at the computer and the words come out.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Fan of Elivis Presley

I just got through listening to some of Elvis Presley "The Great Performances" (America Trilogy), ( "If I Can Dream"). He wanted peace like Martin Luther Jr. His words can say so much to you if you have a listening heart. I am so in tuned with him, it's not even funny. I hear something more each time I listen to him. I think the right kind of music that has a meaning that touches hearts . "Smokin in the Boy's Room, "Leaders of th Pack". "Stairway to Heaven""Brick House" "Rollin on the River", 50's, 60s 70's Those were the good old days. Some of the music today is still good. I'll tell you right now, I'm 50's years old and I'm a fan of Hannah Montana and Miley Cyrus.

Having Trouble With My Computer

I had a virus on my computer and had to have it fixed I don't have a back up on my computer. I might have to get one. After I got that fixed, my mouse quit (darn) and my keyboard quit too. Today I had to call Norton and have them help me install since it didn't come with a disc. Finally got that done. Thank God.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Had A Long Nap (Long)

I finally crashed off of the medicine that I was on. I had a long nap. I still listening to Elvis Presley. There is always something that I remember about him when he would get done doing a Concert. He would always say "Thank You Very Much" It don't take very much to say thank
you. when I was ging throught a divorce in 1996, I would listened to Elvis Presley. He's the one that helped me thru the hard time. His words was a comfort. I lost custody of my daughter in 1997.
After 911 inn 2001 in 2002, I work for L'Oreal USA. I was having another manic episode. I keep thinking that they was putting chemicals in the products. I wasn't sleeping I would listen to Elvis Presley. It finally hit me, I could understand his last days. He couldn't do or go anywhere without buying the place out. He ws in so much pain in his last days. I tuned my ears in his music. He says so much. Only a willing heart can each a willing heart. No body hears the same thing. I know that I am safe.

He soothes my heat. Music is the great comfort.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Thank God I'm Free at Last

I am so calm and peaceful nothing is upsetting me. I get peaceful istening to Elvis Presley music and Country. I know that everything is great in my world. I have had some kind of transition. I got on the other side. I was chained and had the bondage of my Job. Now I'm headed for the light. I find at peaceful to be on the computer. I am not rushing in this and that. If I get a phone call about wanting to get in business. If I can't understand them and they talk fast. It's not for me. I sometimes ask for them to speak clearer.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Stopped to be Quiet

I had a very peaceful day today, considering I couldn't type all day. I have been thinking atout my company that I worked for since 1978. I really enjoyed at at first. They cared about quality instead of quanity. I have always cared about what kind of product I put out. Back in 1996, they had a Vision of meeting and exceeding our customers expectations. That we had had to learn. Back then they had had vision, committment and a lot of other quality that a great company has. I have a decision to make is to stay there and see if I can take the test. One of there downfalls is the automation of the lines. Taking away people's job. I think for the few years I have been mourning the lost of that job. I hope I'm making some since. I feel that it not a 5 pillar company. It is slowly crumbling. You got to build a business from thebottom up. It has to have a strong foundation to stand the trouble that is due ahead.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Give Credit Where It Is Do

I just want to let you know that a lot of stuff that I write comes from what other have told me that reached my heart. I am so grateful that I had a lot of wonderful people in my life. One of the sayings "Bloom Where You Are Planted"

Paying Attention To The Inner Voice

My mine is so clear that I can listen to the little stuff. I am so peaceful that these thoughts just come to my head, I either type them or write them down in my Job journal. I am not distracted. I feel like the music of the 50's thru the 90's are peaceful. I can understand the words.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Keep It Simple

Sometimes we need some stuff in black and white that states the fact. One thing that I am is being flexible. You can also color things up to much.

The Real World With A Real Message

I was driving to town and looking around to all these houses that look dull and boring and old. They have been around for a long time. I just turned 50 August 17th. It's like looking at a Newspaper and it is in black and white and dull. Now if it is in color, it catches my attention.It don't catch nobody's attention. I rather see something that catches my eyes. We have got to add color to our lives. I have had my glasses in the wrong way. Now I got them in the right way. "I got to keep in touch with if it reals or is it a fake." Sometimes we get caught up in "Believing a Lie" I still say it in the "sparkle of the eyes".........You cannot place money first. We have got to place people first.

Monday, August 24, 2009

Let's Remember The Three Kings:

Martin Luther King Jr (Had a Dream)

Elvis Presley (King of Rock and Roll)

Michael Jackson (King of Pop)


Stand Together Against All Odds!!!

If You Haven't Got a Higher Power You Can Borrow Mine!!!

Try To Keep An Attitude of Gratitude!!!

Be Still and Know I Am God!!!



What kind of day do I want to have today. I do have a choice

Being totally free to have a choice on what I want, not being in a hurry to do this and do that. I am a recovering alcoholic and drug addict. I was in a 12th step program. For the first 7 years I was really happy. I ended up getting pregnant and getting married. In that marriage, I felt like I was being controlled. He kept asking me when I was going to change. What I just thought of is that "God Loves Us Just As We Are" It's like when I first starting working out at Maybelline, my Aunt Sue worked out there and my Dad bribed me and told me that if I went out there he would treat me to the horse races. First mistake is doing what other people wanted me to do. Just thinking about now I never made a serious decision on my own. I have always had trouble making my own decisions always afraid of what others would think about me. What other people thought about me was more important than what I thought. I allowed other people to run my life I was like a puppet on a string. It is like a new vision and clarity. It's like God knocked on my head and said "this one is ready"

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Error of My Way

My failing as an internet marketer has been that I have jumped from one program to another. I have never stayed with any one thing at a time. My mind was always scattered. I couldn't focus. There is several programs that I am promoting at this time. One is my Traffic Exchange which is Crab Shack Clicks The 2 banners below is what I am promoting because I believe in the product. It hits home with me.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Check out this New Affiliate Program

I have worked in a factory for the last 31 years. Looking back I should have been fired a long time ago for absentism. I have seen a lot of different changes that have happened out there. The last few years they have started having Cells. It is 4 or 5 lines that have come up with a compass and the direction that they want to go. I work in Cell 4 in UP2 (Powders) which is th BOGO (Buy 1 Get One Free) Our message is that we are a family that Leads By Example to be #1. We are 100% Committed to our job and to do our very best to meet or exceeds our customers expectations. To be honest I didn't know what the purpose of all the team building activities that was going on at work. Now it is coming clearer and clearer. I have a vision and clarity now. The outside clutter is not inside me anymore. We cannot place money first. I have the Serenity and the Peace that I haven't had in a long time. Awesome CD's or DVD's




Some More about Me

My name is Carolyn Norman and I am a recovering alcoholic and drug addict. I used drugs and alcohol to deal with reality. I was very mean and full of anger. Nothing in the world could make me happy. I was very self centered and full of fear. It was like my higher power took over, I went in the hospital (The CareUnit) I ended up having a psychotic break and ended up on the psych ward. The doctor didn't tell me until a year later that he didn't think I would pull out of it. I did and God has blessed me. After about 5 years, I ended up getting married and having a beautiful baby girl. In that marriage, I never was happy. I was scared of my husband. He would get up in my face. I didn't feel comfortable talking to him. I finally got up enough nerve to tell him that I wanted a divorce. I started feeling more comfortable, until he came over one night and got right in my face. I was in fear for my life. We went to court and he ended up getting custody of our daughter. That really broke my heart. At the time I was not in my right mind. I ended up in the hospital because I am BiPolar/Manic Depressive. My mind was foggy. I started paying child support. He took me to court every few years to get more money out of me. I got a trailer in 2001. He took me to court wanting more money. He thought that I could afford more since I bought a trailer. Our daughter is in her third year of College. She is a beautiful young woman with lots of potential. I can look back and see how it was the way it was suppose to be. Everything happens for a reason. All that I can do is to be the best I can be for the day. All that we have is right now.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

The Simple Things in Life

Where did the simple things in life go?? I finally have got slowed down enough to enjoy the finer things in life, I'm not talking about monetary things. For the last 10 years, I have had my focus on making money online. Today my focus is not on that anymore. I'm talking about a baby smile, a butterfly, apple pie. Just being still. We live in a busy world that we forget to stop and count to 10. My priority has changed.

Being Real!!!

It is so great to be able to be real and not some fake. You can always tell if a person is real by their eyes. Their eyes shine like someone is home and someone is listening to you. There for awhile, there wasn't no sunshine in my eyes. I finally got it back. Sometimes I feel like we complicate that is so simple. To be in touch with our real self is very important. Check out my traffic exchange CrabShackClicks

Friday, August 7, 2009

Remember This

Rocketed into a 4th Dimension.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Remember This Song


United We Stand Divided We Fall

A little History on Me in Internet Marketing

The first thing that I got introduced to was called "Going Platinum". the concept was about a community that paid you for doing everything online. It was a great concept, but it came to people being greedy. It disappeared. Another venture that I got in was ClubShopMall, didn't get no help. Got a little more frustrated. I was surfing the traffic exchanges and came accross something really caught my attention it was called "MasteryTV" What an awesome concept. I jumped head strong in that and started promoting it heavily. I decided to get out of that. Then around 2000 and 2001 another venture caught my attention the concept was awesome. That was called "MarketDepot" I got in it not really understanding not a darn thing. One thing that needs to be clear is that "We're all in this together" "I can't help you if you're not there" "Faith without works is dead"

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

My mind was going 90 miles an hour today

What came to my mind was that in order to build a home, it first needs a strong foundation, if it doesn't it crumbles. Just like building a business, it has to have a firm foundation and built strong from the bottom up.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Learning What It is All About

I have been around internet marketing for about 10 years never making no money. I went from one thing to another. Always losing money. I have joined programs under someone that I would never hear from again. I was lost never knowing how to promote the business or even how to get started. The first thing that I want to tell you about is some wonderful traffic exchanges that I belong to. More will be added when I get off of work.